Sunday, November 6, 2011

Adaminte Makan Abu

Not a reviewer really, but for this movie which was beyond words, all i could do was to write:


There are some movies that leave you elevated; some that leave you gaping at the sheer brilliance of the human psyche; some which make you cry; some where tears of laughter roll down your cheeks; some that tug at the heartstrings and leave lumps in your throat long after you have walked out of the cinema hall. There are movies which have out-of-the-world storylines, movies without a fault in their screenplay, movies with gorgeous cinematography, movies which set new standards at the box-office, movies which are masala pot-boilers. There are movies which ride on the shoulders of superstars, movies which sweep popular awards across segments, there are movies that become cults, epics, history. And once in a while, and very rarely, there comes a movie like Adaminte Makan Abu. And all of the above labels cease to matter.
To get to Abu, one has to travel only a short distance - only turn back and look at life, again. And yet in turning back, lies miles, that go deep, into the earth, into hearts, into a village set in the interiors of Kerala’s Malabar region. If the description were to match today’s travelogue style, one would call it a pristine, quiet, sleepy village. But the village is anything but sleepy – it is where plants have life, people converse with animals, where grass rustles and listens, where life throbs, not necessarily thrives, in forgotten ways, where Abu and his wife Aiysu cannot sleep for their dreams of making the holy Haj pilgrimage need to be kept alive without rest. Where Abu, after travelling long hours and without a wink of sleep, comes home to his wife, and yet cannot take a nap because the dream beckons.
The film opens with things of the everyday – a jackfruit tree, a reclining chair, prayer beads, a trunk with crushed notes, some bottles of perfume, a home in the long embrace of poverty, poverty without its accompanying misery. And after a rickety bus ride, the ageing Abu, seller of perfumes, follower of Islam, father of an unthankful son, dreamer of holy bliss, steps down and wobbles unsteadily, slowly, dripping with pathos. And never in the recent past has a movie “hero” made an entrance as powerful or grand, straight into the heart of the viewer.
In the wee hours of the morning, chants of “Allahu Akbar”, ‘God is Great’, bring alive a predominantly Muslim village. Against a telling pitch black darkness, a white mosque beams light, its minarets and windows glow in red, yellow and blue hues. In the dark, the frail, scholarly, ‘Ustaad’, the village oracle with powers of divine communion, washes himself. And through one lighted window with the typical dome, we see prayers being offered. Through that window we enter Salim Ahmed’s world – where Muslims are essentially human beings, a chatty rational tea-stall owner, a cobbler trying to sew and patch life’s little injustices or a travel agency manager who does not indulge in visa frauds or scams to live up to his typecast role. Where the world’s views on Islamophobia and Jihad are touched upon by the mere utterance of “bin Laden” and that too in a lighter vein. Though Ustaad ascends the stairs to his room, we do not enter it. Only the chatty Hyder enters the room with a glass of tea and admiration, and later, in the film, to barge in to seek solace in the pitch of darkness.
Through such a window, we also enter the graceful Aiysumma’s home, as she gets ready to offer her morning prayers, to voice her only plea to the Almighty. Neglected by their only son, Aiysumma though is a woman with ready smiles, warm eyes and is a reservoir of strength to her husband. And like her husband, she deposits her meagre earnings in their treasure box beneath their sleepless cot.
There is this scene when Abu closes the windows against the world, to enter their private world, to open the chest of their dreams, and count their earnings of twelve years. As Abu and Aiysu straighten out folded currency notes and begin the countdown to their dream, money gets its most powerful portrayal. We have seen wads of currency notes being flashed across the eye, notes being thrown in the air, huge amounts being stacked into sacks. But this is essentially the value of currency notes, measured in the denomination of dreams it can buy.

There is another scene in which Abu and Aiysu spend the entire evening examining with utmost care their passports. They lose themselves in admiring two passport-size photographs, an anachronism in an age where endless photographs of mundane chores, besides that of exotic holidays and birthday bashes, are uploaded by the hour, and deserve the time-span of a ‘click’, extendable upto a ‘like’ or at most a ‘comment’. And also in an age when newborn babies learn quick to pose for photographs, Abu shudders at the ‘click’ of the camera.
Abu and Aiysu sell their last belongings to scrape together money to visit the Holy Land. The scene in which Aiysu bids adieu to her cattle is poignant. “I have never treated them as mere beasts,” she tells her husband, with tears welling up in her eyes. The couple go around the village bidding goodbye, asking for forgiveness of their past sins, and ready themselves for a deep-rooted dream. Will Abu and Aiysu finally manage to realise their dream? Sitting under what seems like the “tree of life” against a setting sun, even the Ustaad, who predicts to precision and who can foretell even the grievances of visitors from faraway lands, does not know.
To help the old couple realise their dream, two villagers come forward – a Hindu and a Christian. Though this aspect is never once emphasised in the film, it is the subtlety on which the writer-director scores. And similarly, there are no monologues, no high philosophy on human values or secularism. No big deal is made of an old couple holding hands, of friendly gestures, of warm embraces. There are poignant smiles without close-ups, some warm words without background score, silent eyes that speak volumes. Just the way we know and understand, without an effort, just like what we call life.
The cintematography is lyrical, the music score rings with the sweetness of rustic jackfruits. For a story that speaks of ground realities with roots that run deep into the earth, there are no over-the-top shots, no bird’s or worm’s eye-views, there is just one humane view, which the lens faithfully portrays.
The range of characters the film presents are all with essential goodness, all who understand the language of human hearts. And every actor, even in minor roles, deserves applause for etching to perfection a creator’s vision of a simple, nearer to life world, or rather, village.
However three persons deserve nothing short of a standing ovation – director-writer Salim Ahmed, actor Salim Kumar and actress Zarina Wahab, and in that order.
Salim Kumar won the country’s top most honour for his portrayal of Abu. But what he has indeed won, he did without competition, without a jury panel, without room for debate: the heart of every single viewer. In the portrayal of a frail, powerless old man, the actor exuded utmost power. A million subtleties swim in the eyes of Abu – innocence untarnished by age, pathos inflicted by life, faith unmoved by setbacks, a dream that leads him to wobble on.
Zarina Wahab as the meek Aiysu supports more than her ageing husband’s character. She evokes poignancy and warmth seemingly without an effort, a stellar portrayal of a subdued character.
Writer-director Salim Ahmed emerges successful on every score because when a story is told from the heart, it finds a million echoes across souls. And a million words could be strung together to write about Salim’s labour of love, but at the end of it, I realise writing this review has been futile. To know Adaminte Makan Abu, one only needs eyes that can see reflections, ears that can hear the murmur of grass and the echoes of prayers, and a heart that can hold dreams, and whose door is left only slightly ajar.
When against a pitch dark early morning, Salim Ahmed’s ‘Adaminte Makan’ walks to the mosque, we realise he just walked from our hearts, after planting a flame of hope there. Adam’s son, blessed being.

Sunday, June 19, 2011

rain boats

Today I think
of green,
rain-drenched fields,
flowing into
deep-blue horizons.
viewed from
sleepy dark compartments
of early morning trains
the neck anxious,
preening,
moist eyes,
wind in the hair.

the familiar showers
that drip all day
from tiled roofs
wet feet
on cracked floors.
and there is this place
where two rows
of tiled roofs meet
where the water
not just drips
but flows and flows
in one steady stream
long after the rains have stopped.

it is here
that the children
tear pages from
the past year's
notebooks
and set
their paper boats
on sail
attempting
to venture out
along with their boats,
stepping on
slippery snakes
that creep in,
as the silver-haired glance
of their grandmother
drifts.

today,
as the rain falls,
the grandmother's photo
sits atop the rusty,
faded blue fridge.
the little boy
whose paper boats
were the rain
and ran wild and wild
around the old house,
climbed walls and trees,
is many miles away
stumps remain
of the trees
he loved
to climb
and the house silent,
so silent,
it is the silence
that gathers dust
on furniture,
the book shelves
the memories.

and somewhere,
along the rain-years
rivalry
grew into love,
enmity into
a certain endless fondness,
jealousy into
pride,
admiration, love.

the rain falls and falls,
not growing old
over the years,
the memories.
but has it grown
quieter,
sadder, and lonely,
how will i know?
for the rain
will never
be the same again
without
the paper boats
set to sail
by the little boy
i have grown
to love so much.

(my kid brother turned 21 today, and i am still trying to come to grips with the fact that there is no turning back of the clock now. somewhere, i miss that lovely, naughty boy i grew up with, whom i hate-love-tolerated then. but today i also know, we'll never really be old enough to always grow up with each other)

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

the day after slumber

it's almost been two years since i wrote that last post, and everytime i looked at this space, and read all that i had written, i thought i never would or could write again......and when some friends asked me why i never wrote again, i said i didnt know, there was nothing to write about, life was just one day piled on another, nothing interesting....not that life got any better now, but here i am, keying in, and well, the words seem to be coming, though reluctantly....for they have been quiet for a long time now.... maybe i will write oftner now.... i read about how blogging is losing its charm for an FB-toxicated world...but what do i care for this world anyway..... so i got my blog this new look, and am sitting here, keying in dear words with love...... i like the new template, and when i log in now, it's like coming into a newly shifted house, a new city.... it's new and nice, like how new cities are at first, also in the end, when you have to say your goodbyes.... i began writing this blog in delhi, i hated living there, but now i do miss the walks around delhi's melancholy streets..... chennai is nice, i dont hate living here, but there are days when i wish there was more space to walk around, there was a purana qila or a lodhi garden that transports you to another era...a quiet escapede..... also i long for delhi's bustling markets, shopping, my walks around CP and janpath...... my solitary evenings on the hostel terrace, sipping green tea, listening to music from the nearby gurudwara, watching the sunset, and sometimes pleasant conversations with a fellow hosteller.... guess we never leave any city completely, when you finally pack your bags, load your cartons with memories and books and coffee mugs, and with all the fretting, the bills to settle, the documents to fill in, however hard you try you forget something, you leave some things behind, a novel, a favourite top, a faded jeans, a piece of your heart...... and when you unpack in a new city, you unearth stuff you imagined you had lost, like love for the city that took you in anyway.....and then you go on living, and on evenings such as these, the memories just come back, and then there is nothing left to do than write......